Conscious Communication ~ December 2018

Here in the darkest nights of the year, there is a deep invitation to reflect. The past three-hundred and sixty-five days brought many unconscious patterns into perspective, and we were given many opportunities to create clarity around them.

2018 taught us that releasing toxicity is the only way to move closer to our manifestations. The blocks that bombarded us from all angles have been brought to our attention. And, depending on how much we leaned in to the guidance we received and how much surrender we allowed for ourselves, many of the obstacles were removed - gracefully or forcefully.

If you experienced loss in the last year, maybe of a relationship, or a job, or maybe a belief in something you thought was meant for you... whatever it may have been, know that it was simply a block for you and the more you clarified what you wanted, the bigger the ways the Universe showed up to rearrange things for you. If you are still searching for the answer to your “why?”, this is your response from the Universe - what you lost did not indicate failure, it was simply a redirection. Allow yourself to believe that you completed the lesson or the karmic/soul contract and it is now time to move on, closer to the light of all those dreams you’ve been cultivating.

Some of what was released may have been toxic. A lot of the lessons were particularly difficult. Quite a bit of what we moved through was unpleasant to look at, let alone sift through. I feel it so important to communicate that it is your birthright to release toxicity from your life. When something becomes toxic - some soul contract or a workplace or a friendship or an idea - the contract itself is null and void. We are not here to dwell in the toxic. We can take the opportunity to evolve and grow from the experience, but an extended amount of valuable and precious time is not required in any contract. It is at that point that it becomes choice. If you haven’t been accountable to this yet, it is now time to direct your energy to this self-reflection. And own it. Own the fact that maybe you had a human moment (for all amount of time on Earth is truly just a moment in the Grand Design of things) and that you did your work, made a commitment to your Self, and took your fucking power back.

First by acknowledgment and secondly by owning it, you began the healing process. You fired up the magnetic energy of your soul to start calling back the fragments you gave away or were taken from you, from either this life or generations ago. Ancestors tapped on your shoulder for healing, because long ago you made a promise to them to be the brave one to clear their traumas and resolve their mistakes. You took on this duty because you are the most evolved soul in your line, with the tools and experience to finally put generations of dense energy back into the recycling center of the Universe. The vows you swore to have been honored, and although many of the wounds are continuing their healing processes and may for some time forward, you made the first step this year. And that is no small feat in anyone’s eyes. You have had a massive support system of galactic beings cheering you on, placing synchronicities on your path for you to find to serve as your reminder that you are moving in the right direction.

So be so fucking proud of yourself. You came to conquer the darker aspects of humanity, internally or externally, and by committing to your healing, you have made a commitment to those who came before you and those who will come after. You reclaimed your power and finally stepped into your Work. It is your birthright to own all fragments of your soul energy. No one has a right to drain you of your energy and this is hopefully something you take away from 2018.

2018 will be the year we look back on in awe, as the very beginning of our manifestations coming into fruition. As we look forward to 2019, a ‘twelve’ year in numerology that symbolizes ‘joy’, keep your thoughts pure and your actions in integrity with these manifestations. There may be a bit more baggage to let fall away as you race towards your dreams, but now the air is fresh and you can see farther down the road than ever before. It’s too late to turn back now, so grab those reigns, push your feet into the stirrups, and lean in.

Written by:

Jaelyn Kohl, 2018