november 11, 2018

a letter to myself…

my new normal.

what a crazy thing to think about

i want to express to you

how grateful i am

that you took this chance,

made this leap,

and experienced such a huge message of support -

divine support.

from all the synchronicities leading up to this trip

to all the magic money that came in

and all the anxiety waves too,

we did it!

we made it happen!

we committed to what we knew would be life-changing

but there was no way to fully gauge

how that would manifest.

i now connect

to my soul’s heart opening

and a deep reconnect

to my spiritual practice.

but the way this manifestation went so deep

makes me feel that this doesn’t have to be as much of a practice

as much as it is now natural.

so jaelyn,

when you drive your car

and people aren’t as courteous

as you know they can be,

just remember

how even when fender-benders happen

on the busiest streets of india,

no one is off-the-wall angered.

they just accept it

as a part of life

and move on.

when you feel nervous

about ‘not having enough money’,

think about how little the indian people have

and how much gratitude they have in their hearts.

drink as much tap water as you can,

take deep breaths of that clean mountain air,

and smile at more strangers.

don’t let your anxiety get the best of you,

because there wasn’t one day here

you felt anxious -

just ALIVE.

INVIGORATED.

and HAPPY.

stay in the energy of india

for she lives in your heart center.

go with the flow.

and remember that you are

divine love

in all

its expressions.

aham prema.

and you are here.

right now.

jaelyn kohl